I am happy when I eat fresh fruit, when I burst out laughing, when I discover a new song, when I finish a good book, when I wake up and feel relaxed. I’m glad to have friends, family, a home, food when I’m hungry, hot water when I shower. I love being able to live and see the seasons change, to have gifts at Christmas and at my birthday, to travel sometimes, to have a good education and a great access to culture. I’m flattered when people compliment me, when people smile at me, when people are polite to me. There are so many things that make life so simple and easy and I will always think about them more than all the bad things that will happen to me. I do not have time to be sad every day and ungrateful; I have every reason in the world to be happy.
I want that kind of love that someone else craves to have. I want them to kiss me down my body and smile while they watch me want them. I want someone that knows all of my weak spots & hits them just to watch me twist over it. I want to physically want someone until it’s unbearable whenever I’m with them. Man, I want that shit.